You know you asked for hit after hit
But those to your ego was not what you meant
Your actions speak louder, speak louder, speak louder than sorry
Some things you just can't change
Tragedy hits like a brick these days
Hold tighter to vices
You put 'em first, now you're on thin ice
Don't try to explain it, explain it, explain it to me
This year's gonna get worse from what I can see
It's the winter streets that kill me
And all the bars we hide in
'Cause I know you won't be there
And I get so much more done now
Your ethics only get you so far
Can't save your friends from who they are
Everyone I know just wants this year to die
I'll write my senator that this should be a crime
Like a small town that you want to get out of
Try as you might, you can't live with or without 'em
See the red flag, see the red flag, do it anyway
'Cause you think it'd be harder to stay
I ask too much historically
This time
I'll try
Resolved that I
Can do better
The Measure (SA) Workage
Well fuck. I was walking the dog in the snow while it was raining this evening when this song came on my ipod and so much of it just hits so fucking close to home right now.
Lisa and I have plans again. I'm too tired and frustrated to know if they're good or bad ideas and I'm not sure I much care. Life is pretty fucking stupid right now that I doubt I could fuck it up much more even if I tried. Bitch, bitch, bitch.